Taking on the world in style.

7 weeks.

Why am I feeling this way?

I can’t even tell if it’s the loneliness or it’s you that I miss.

You’re all too familiar.

Damn it. I miss you so much. More than anyone I’d ever known. 

Can anyone assure me that what we did was right? I feel like I need to be constantly reminded of the reason.

24/5/2018

Tears and goodbyes. I know it’s the right thing to do, but it’s never easy to let go of someone whom you loved unconditionally.

“I’m sorry”

You aren’t ready to apologize until you can verbalize three things: 1) what you did 2) why it was wrong 3) what you are going to do to make it better - it is not the job of the person who has been hurt to do the emotional labor of forging the path back to connection. 

Taken from Facebook

i wanna !@^*

it just sucks to be in this state.

i know when i am in the wrong but you never ever do.

you will never ever admit it.

it’s really too much for me every time.

i have so many things inside me that i dont know how to say it.

happens like this every time too.

something i am upset about -> you don’t understand why i am upset -> i get even more upset explaining why -> you get upset and defensive when you think i accused you of something -> i admit it’s my fault and you say something passive agressive -> we both say something degrading about ourselves -> end fight feeling frustrated

i dont even know if you really care sometimes.

you only think about yourself and never ever see things in my point of view, you never ever care how i am feeling.

I am actually fucking done lol. can’t wait.

Conviction.

Anak kena aniaya, tapi tetap kena minta maaf. Cemana gini?